i hate how triggered i get when someone asks me if ive lost weight
i feel too much
it's sick.
it's happened twice and i need it to happen a third time simply because three is a more complete number? why is my brain like this? i need to turn myself in, but it wont do anything. why can my brain body and mind never align?
it's happened twice and i need it to happen a third time simply because three is a more complete number? why is my brain like this? i need to turn myself in, but it wont do anything. why can my brain body and mind never align?
Mental illness may feed of you, but you do NOT feed of mental
illness. YOU were there before it and you will be there after it.
It may take a while, it may take more than once, but all things
that are worth it do.
Keep breathing x
#mentalhealthawareness
Keep breathing x
#mentalhealthawareness
“
On
the difficult days, when the world's on your shoulders,
remember that diamonds are made under the weight of
mountains.— Beau Taplin, Diamonds
”
Music up loud so my thoughts are hush hush silent.
work is getting so stressful for me.
"that's life" and "that's work" is all I'm
being told and like... I get it, I do, but
I shouldn't have to be scared to go in
to work because my boss might decide
she doesn't like me that day for no good
reason. because she does that. the other
day she told my coworkes I don't have
much common sense. like who does
that? I have plenty. but my manager
didn't train me. so there are a lot of
stupid questions I ask, so I don't get
in trouble for doing something wrong.
it's an anxiety thing. and being called
stupid is the one thing I just can't stand.
because I can be stupid, we all can.
but I'm not stupid in general, you know?
"that's life" and "that's work" is all I'm
being told and like... I get it, I do, but
I shouldn't have to be scared to go in
to work because my boss might decide
she doesn't like me that day for no good
reason. because she does that. the other
day she told my coworkes I don't have
much common sense. like who does
that? I have plenty. but my manager
didn't train me. so there are a lot of
stupid questions I ask, so I don't get
in trouble for doing something wrong.
it's an anxiety thing. and being called
stupid is the one thing I just can't stand.
because I can be stupid, we all can.
but I'm not stupid in general, you know?
Your mental wellbeing is so important...
Please make sure you give yourself
the self care you need, when you need it. Talk to someone if
it's all too much. Make art. Take a long bath. Go shopping.
Sit in bed all day and watch every season of Pretty Little
Liars.
Look after yourself.
